Sourceofevil's Journals

Some little poems and phrases :P

''The kiss of dawn you gave me made me die once again'' (For HIM!)

''Your insanity drives me in death

No one can see the lie you hide

The love you gave in my heart was bad

I can't accept something fake''

''I gave you more than just one kiss

I gave you love and blood

I gave you my own self

And dying in the dark''

''Here's the life of the dead

I live in the town of Death Angels and Vampires''

''Death and Life are lovers''

''A love song you wrote for me

won't make me love you again''

''You say that no one

can understand you

no one can see right through you

but I can do this

I can love you as long as I live''

''Ghosts of the past

Nightmares of lust

Will haunt you

For what you've done to me

Not that I want to destroy you

But I just love to hate you''

PS. They're not all writen by me. I took some ideas and put them all together! :P But the most of them are written by me! :)

Top Five Movies

1. Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas

2. Tim Burton's Corpse Bride

3. Scary Movie 1+2+3+4

4. Titanic

5. Harry Potter (all of them of course!)

20+1 facts for the HIM band! (They're really interesting!) Read!

1. Ville's favourite movie is ''Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas'' and his favourite hero is the... star of the movie, Jack Skellington!

2. Ville before HIM, was playing bass and drums. He was the bassist and the drummer in amateur Finnish bands. One of them was the ''B.L.O.O.D'' band.

3. HIM's EP ''666 Ways To Love'' (1997) has got, as a cover, a woman's face. This woman is Ville's mother, Anita.

4. Ville had declared that the long tattoo on his left hand, was done by a friend of his and that he did it when he was drunk. Later, he contradicted himself, saying that it was needed 8 dates and drinking too much just to make it.

5. Ville has a younger brother, Jesse, who was borned on 1984. Jesse, whose business are completely different from his brother (he is a ''gold'' champion of Finland and he has won a silver medal at the universal championship of Thai-boxing), he loves and admires Ville.

6. Mige declares that he drives a Scoda car from 1984 until now. He also has an album with photos of HIM, from the time they were created until now, with private and (hmm...) ''spicy'' moments of HIM. Ville adds that he likes to skim it.

7. The girl that does the second vocals with Ville in the revision of Blue Oyster Cult, ''Don't Fear The Reaper'', from ''Greatest Lovesongs Vol. 666'' album, sings with Ville in ''Dark Secret Love'', too while the characteristic howling at the intro of ''The Heartless'' song is hers.

8. Linde, who has guitaristic psychedelic and rock 'n' roll influences, shows his talent on the sideproject of HIM, ''Daniel Lioneye & The Rollers'', using on himself the specific nickname and be shown as ''The King of Rock 'n' Roll''. This was the only personal album of Linde, something that probably the members of HIM remember as a joke. Lily Laser (vocals and guitar), Ville Valo (drums), Mige Amour (bass) were playing in the band and The Rollers were completing members of Ita-Saksa, The Skreppers, New Rose and Ravenstorm. After from only one appearance in Finland, Linde was forced to say goodbye to Daniel Lioneye because, as he said, was impossible to be in 2 bands at the same time and drinking a bottle of whiskey, at least, just to get over his nervousness, before each performance.

9. There is a secret track on the number 66 at the ''Greatest Lovesongs Vol. 666'' album. This track lasts just one and half minute and is a part of ''Heartless-The Deleted Version'' song.

10. During ''Deep Shadows And Brilliant Highlights'' period, Ville was wearing a coat which was written on the phrase ''Your pretty face is going to hell''. This specific phrase is a song from Iggy Pop's album, ''Raw Power'', whom Ville thinks as his greatest idol.

11. An unexpected event which has dissapointed Ville personally and the other members of HIM, as well, was the annulment of a dream of doing concerts with Ozzy Osbourne. The reason was the accident of Ozzy with his 4 wheel motorbike that left him with 4 broken ribs and a dubious career. After 2 delays, the concert was cancelled at the end.

12. Ville has sung several traditional Finnish songs, mostly of his cooperation with Agents. Some of them are: ''Ikkunaprin-sessa'', ''Jykevaa On Rakkaus'' and ''Paratiisi''.

13. HIM have revisioned the ''Rantevouz With Annus'' song from the Norwegian Turbonegro band for the tribute collection to them, with title: ''Alpha Motherfuckers'' (June of 2001). HIM have declared that this maybe is the best revision of them.

14. When Ville was a young little boy, had smoked 6 packs of cigarrettes, one right after the other, and had drunk in the same way, several bottles of drink, at the same time. After that of course, his parents went with him at the hospital!

15. Ville's mother, when his son reached the age of 18, ''took'' him away from his home and rent for him an other place because he was allergic to their dog.

16. In a young age, Ville's idol was Gene Simmons of the Kiss band.

17. Ville is scared of heights (his mainly fear is to die in an airplane accident) and he has declared that he drinks as much as he can not understand what's happening to him or to sleep in all over the trip. He also suffers from asthma and he is allergic to flowers.

18. The members of HIM has changed several times until now. The EP period (1997) Linde was at the place of guitarist, Mige on bass, Juhanna Tuomas Rantala on drums and Annto Melasniemi on keybord. Later Zoltan Pluto took his position. However, on 2001 he left the band for studies reasons and Burton took his position at the band who was friend and old collaborator with HIM.

19. Ville was borned on the 22nd of November on 1976 and grew up at Helsinki's suburbs, at OulunkylÃ¤. His sign is Scorpio and his whole name is Ville Hermanni (Valo). The word ''valo'' means light on Finnish language. He has got 7 tattoos on his body: One on his left arm, one heart on his right wrist, the ''Cosmic Pope'' (sign of HIM) on his left leg, the ''flame symbol'' on his right leg and three different heartagram tattoos on his whole body.

20. The famous ''Heartagram'' was an inspiration of Ville after several paintings, which finished a professional painter for HIM. For Ville, this symbol is synonymous with yin and yang, a balance between good and evil, love and death.

21. Mige collects Bibles, which steals from hotels' rooms that HIM stay at for their concerts.

PS. Sorry for my english, guys!

My Top 10 Bands

1. HIM

2. 30 Seconds To Mars

3. Nightwish

4. Tokio Hotel

5. The 69 Eyes

6. Evanescence

7. Guns 'n' Roses

8. Anathema

9. Arch Enemy

10. Linkin Park

Amaranth-Nightwish

Baptised with a perfect name 

The doubting one by heart 

Alone without himself 



War between him and the day 

Need someone to blame 

In the end, little he can do alone 



You believe but what you see 

You receive but what you give 



Caress the one, the Never-Fading 

Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow 

Caress the one, the hiding amaranth 

In a land of the daybreak 



Apart from the wandering pack 

In this brief flight of time we reach 

For the ones, whoever dare 



You believe but what you see 

You receive but what you give 



Caress the one, the Never-Fading 

Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow 

Caress the one, the hiding amaranth 

In a land of the daybreak 



Reaching, searching for something untouched 

Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling 



Caress the one, the Never-Fading 

Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow 

Caress the one, the hiding amaranth 

In a land of the daybreak

*Just look at the lyricks... so amazing!

I wrote a song...

well... it is only a song...

''I had this love

But I ruined myself instead of stay

I had this one and only soul

But I made her die

Now I'm over the pieces myelf caused

I watch my heart

I hear the sound of sadness

I taste her tears and

I wanna go

I wanna leave

Refrain

Myself is ready to give up

Myself is ready to die

I lost the whole world

I lost him in one night

I cry for a piece of happiness

But God is not here to hear

I stay in a dream of life

But as closer I get the most I fear...

My heart is ready

to give cruelty her soul

for one more time

No one can change this feeling

So cruel but so divine

I heard my voice screaming

I felt my heart bleeding

But I didn't gave up

I continued to walk on this path

This full of lies and blood

Now I can't stop

I say to myself no you won't

But I keep walking on this path

This full of lies

This full of blood

Poem... not so happy, though...

As the dark is getting closer
My thoughts are way to hide
I wanna bleed my soul out
To the nearest lake of my dreams

I don't wanna be again
This person i never was
I smell the perfume of life
It stinks as i suppose

My friends are hidden
They call me to stand next to them
But I run away instead of reaching
Their dead eyes

They're bleeding
I'm jealous
They pray to their own God
I can't stand...

*I told u it sn't happy! I'm sorry if u got depressed right now...

8 random things

1~ I am a quite difficult person. I don't trust anyone I see and sometimes I doubt for some of my friends.

2~ I get really nervous when people have annoying habits.

3~ I'm in love with a gay. Although I have a relationship with a girl.

4~ I hate people who judge each other by appearance.

5~ I get anxious when something hasn't been finished.

6~ I love ALL the animals! I mean it! Even the crocodiles, the lions and the tigers!

7~ I can't sing very loud or very low. Especially very low!

8~ I can't have 2 relationships the same time. It's something that I really don't like!

Dark Culture in Greece

For those who can't read this, i'm sorry but the words were very difficult to translate in english. Just to know, i talk about the people who listen the same music as we do, what they do, where they hang out and stuff like that.

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